One sided feelings dont hurt,they are just a bad experience to face the other side of human nature..
coz on one side we have a person expressing beyond anything and on the other side the person is not even capable of loving!!!

There are times when you don’t have words to express what you want.

You want the expressions to become words but they don’t.

They befool you by staying inside, disturb u, don’t let you survive.

Numbness spreads over your lips, they betray you.

Every word they are let out , will complicate things.

And those things would not ever be unsaid and undone..

feel

Sometimes u dont want to feel something.

No matter how hard u try to shut ur mind,it keeps on penetrating deep inside the mess of thoughts

YOU

I came across a pebble on a sea shore,so still n silent,so gentle n sober..
I used to colour it-thee colours reflected their shades on ma face-
Each wave would come n wash away thebright colours making it colourless until i again painted it.
Then therecame a violent storm that took that pebble along with its colours away from me making me pale forever...

Messed Up...

Lying on bare earth,i dream of skies..
Standing among crowds I wish to be alone like a flying bird..
Then I came to realise a truth,human beings are born to be social..
You fall badly if u try to walk away..
So, better stay messed up....

Into Fathomless Water

I wanna jump high from a cliff into fathomless wate-from aworld full of fakeness into the hollow darkness,with none to surround me only solitude,with nothing to disturb me,butthe water rushing past my ear.
With no one to give pain,only te waves aching and breaking my body.
With nothing to be understoodonly the dark and the deep..
With nothing to explian only survival.
Don't want to remember any touch-wantto forget all the relations.
Every touch I try to remember makes me forget myself,every relation I try to sustain gives pain beyond anything..

There comes a time in your life,when everything is against you.
You touch gold and it turns into metal..
You step into brightness and everything goes dark,
You try to swim into sea of happiness and drown into an ocean of gloom..
This is the time to get to know the real world-you must first plunge deep inside yourself-
the true moment to realize the worth of good relations around you..

How can a night be so quite that you can hear even a rustle of leaf?
How can aday be so noisy that you can't listen to your own??
How can i be so heartless that i will forget you?
How cen you be such a fool to think this??

The truth is always bitter

things may come n go..
tymes may change,weather may vary ...people may become pics...vot matters d most is being ur true self...--which means handly relations that matter to u d most ...its upto u to decide vot u rly want....
so move on thats vot everything in nature tells u...be happy coz ur smile may b a source of inspiration to someone

ma lyf is lyk a canvas

its neither coloured nor its blank

its just full of stray pencil marks...

lyf moves on

Life does not stop with the absence of just one person

--its a harsh experience that keeps on moving

just like a riverwhich does not worry how much of its water is left out

It moves on its track with more sediments,leaving the previous ones behind.

River never changes its flow-does not realize that the missed one had been its part is past..

I long for a touch that was so familiar to me,

I long for a voice that was only for me,

I long for those words those words that only i could hear,

I long for that embrace that gave me a pleasure beyond anything else,

But now everything seems so strange
so wierd-full of familarity......
after a gap of long time I could feel the same touch with a familarity,
I could hear a voice that seemed only for me, Some words i longed for,
that embrace i can remember

Why everything now again seems so familiar
So unknown,still as if it was inside me since the world had begun...
that warmth will i always remember,
those cold eyes full of familarity for me-----
still that being is a stranger to me.

A lot of people come in your life,
some people touch your life and leave without a reason,
while others become so important,touch your life so deeply-
become part and parcel of you,
fill up the voids with happiness n laughter
-that you can't even imagine your life without them

THANKS FOR BEING A PART OF MY LIFE.

There is always someone in a relationship who loves more;
I alwayz wish it isn't me.

I missed him the day everyone had forgotten him,
I trusted him the day everyone had doubted him,
I walked with him the day everyone left him,
I was his shadow when there was darkness all around
I'll be with him always...

when all your frnz leave u,
i'll stay wid u ;
when all your relations vil break,
i'll walk wid u ;
when all your hope betrays u,
i'll b your strength
i am with u always

wanna do it>>>>>

Wanna run away from the moments that make me happy,
Wanna run away from the beauties that make me delightful.
Wanna escape from the bounties that add pleasure to my life,
Wanna separate myself from the relations that made up my life.
Wanna give away all those achievements,
Wanna be part of that sadness in the dark.
Wanna deprive myself of all those smiles...........

can't stop thinking of you

As the flower petals cushion the dew drops-you held my hand,

As the sun dawns the sky,shining the whole world-I think of you.

As the days pass by,sleeping the momrnts of time-I miss you,

As the breeze blows whispering to the trees-I can hear you.

As the moonlight spreads across the sky flawlessly,fieltering the path,as it falls upon my face,touching my soul-I can feel you.

As I drag myself along the stony paths with a sore foot and a heavy heart-I long for your touch,

As the sun meets the horizon-I can reminisce your embrace.

As the evening sun rides its chariot,waving to the ethereal beings-promising zto come back next mornng-I am forced to say goodbye..

You forget each promise of yours-but i will be there for you and with you always...

You break a heart,faster than shattering a glass-still I'll be there holding those broken pieces-Don't worry-its never too late...........

Your best friend throws you into a well,
lets you drown,
will claim to be with you always
but leaves you just to say,
its for you own good---
you can't ever understand your best friend.

Best Friends

You get to know each other,
You come closer each day,
You Become best of friends,
yYou cry when other gets hurt,
You laugh when other is happy,
You share everything....
You behave like one soul,
Still you are strangers!

Emotions

Emotions overloaded
I still hold a hand,just to say i am with you
I still kiss my pillow and wish Goodnight.
I still walk and can feel you by my side,
I still take your name and say will always love you
i can still imagine you to be in front of me,
and now i close my eyes with a hope that you will always be mine.....